Today is Infant Loss Awareness Day.
Each rose represents my 3 babies. Tito III, Alijah, Ezekiel. My sweet mau loa.
“Always”
I was standing in the pouring rain
One dark November night
Fighting off the bitter cold
When she caught my eye
Her face was torn and her eyes were filled
And then to my surprise
She pulled out a photograph
And my heart just stopped inside
She said “He would have been three today
I miss his smile, I miss his face”
What was I supposed to say?
But I believe always always
Our Savior never fails
Even when all hope is gone
God knows our pain and His promise remains
He will be with you always
He was living in a broken world dreaming of a home
His heart was barely keeping pace
When I found him all alone
Remembering the way he felt
When his daddy said goodbye
Fighting just to keep the tears
And the anger locked inside
He’s barely holding on to faith
But deliverance is on its way
Cuz’ I believe always always
Our Savior never fails
Even when all hope is gone
God knows our pain and His promise remains
He will be with you always
Friend I don’t know where you are
And I don’t know where you’ve been
Maybe you’re fighting for your life
Or just about to throw the towel in
But if you’re crying out for mercy
If there’s no hope left at all
If you’ve given everything you’ve got
And you’re still about to fall
Well hold on, hold on, hold on
Cuz’ I believe always always
Our Savior never fails
Even when all faith is gone
God knows our pain and His promise remains
Always, Always
He will be with you always
He will be with you always
He will be with you
•••
The first time I heard this song, was after my first son baby Tito passed away. He was just about to turn three years old. To say it struck a chord, is an understatement. But the message was right on time as always. It was a reminder that …
He was right there; walking with me in my grief (Psalm 23:4),
catching each and every tear as He still does, and (Psalm 56:8)
will always be my refuge, my MAU LOA (Psalm 91:2).
Today is a day to remember, but also to know that you are not going through this journey alone.
Rejoice with those who rejoice, weep with those who weep. Rom. 12:15
Xo
Many who are new and do not know about my photography page, I dedicate time and photography to families who have gone through infant loss, or children who are living with life threatening illnesses. If you know a family experiencing this, please never hesitate to reach out. These services are offered as a gift to bring a little sunshine to those who may not always see it, and a keepsake for those families to treasure forever.